So...Im a dumbshit 16-17 y.o that got into steroids for my highschool football career. Now 2 years later I am 18 now.... I ran some pretty basic test cyp cycles back then for about 3-4 weeks (about 3 times, I know a total screwed up cycle , but trust me when i say dont ask) && something in me just knew my penis was over-reving (for lack of better word) I mean i was basically walking around with a little midget in my pants ready to do some damage 24/7
That was back then , but now I sense a change....I mean im content with my size , but there are those days where I just cant get it up.....IM FREAKING 18 YEARS OLD!!!! Am i the only one that see's something wrong in this picture here?

P.S. Im sorry, alot of people did try to stop me back then and asked me to wait , which is what I am planning to do now(maybe too late) , that ive realized that i can do almost as good (for now atleast) till I get older and actually need it.

p.s my pumps have been bs as well....

Can someone tell me whats going on .....anything , good/bad ...anything.
thanks guys.....

Honestly I'd say go see your doctor and level with him, he may want you to get a sperm count or something; check out this thread as well may give you some direction http://www.freakzonline.com/forums/showthread.php?t=132547

SR

I don't think the couple small cycles you did long ago could posibly be effecting you now. theres got to be something else wrong.

I don't think the couple small cycles you did long ago could posibly be effecting you now. theres got to be something else wrong.

I disagree. I think 1 cycle without proper PCT can mess you up long term.

I have to agree with SR here; go see a Dr.

Out of curiosity, hows your diet?

Yea bro , That test is some nasty stuff if you dont know what your doing regard-less of the number of cycles " just from experience"
Ill fess up, My diet has been crap after I stopped , Ive been a physical mess post-cycle basically.....

It just feels like my natural test levels have been depleted....ionno.
Went through some depression too , which is funny cuz i was usually the one making fun of the "emo pansies" for starters. So ....maybe its all just in my head but ...ionno.

My cycles were all messed up and had been cut short 3 times bcuz all three times I was radded out by some team members && the cops took all my stuff , including the pct (nolvadex)

First of all get your diet on track. Nutrition is key for everything. Spend some time in the nutrition forum, but basically 6 meals at least 5 of those containing protien, lots of good carbs & some good fats. Make sure your getting enough sleep & train hard. Those 3 components (nutrition, training & sleep) will help raise your natural test levels. Which I imagine are shot. Depression will ruin your sex drive & low testosterone can cause depression. You'll still want to see your Dr. to get some blood work done.

Keep us posted

Thanks bro , I swear to you , ive started doing all of this as of this morning...
Im going to try to get a hold of a doctor tomorrow morning & hopefully we can figure this thing out...
I went to work out today twice , tri-pectorials in the morning && Legs about an hour ago .....it literally felt like someone just woke me up && threw me in the gym.
No pump AT ALL....

Guess its just time to go balls out in the beggnining & hopefully the pumps will start to come.....

Thanks guys....

Storm's a bro-ette:confused

lol

SR

Hey, is that little emoticon suposed to be me?

LOL

no :)

SR

oops :o